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June 7th, 2004
10:18 am
he hates girls right now. chew em up and spit you out--gotta beat them to it.
.he loves me.
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June 6th, 2004
05:03 pm - yet another weekend...
so i spent yet another weekend at my house =). i absolutely love saying that. anyways, it was much fun. i got some studying done actually...i also inspired ryan to study with me. (well, maybe it wasn't me who inspired him, but since he studied with me after i started, i'm just gonna say i inspired him). i didn't watch harry potter this weekend after making plans with ryan AND jeff to watch it. grrr. it's ok tho, cuz i think r-dawg and i made plans for sometimes this week...like monday night.
this weekend i decided that i'm never going to get married. i'm also never going to have children. i'd like to think of myself as pretty badass. i have a sister...i'm pretty sure she'll have kids...so i'll just play with them ocassionally. "ok kids, you're going to hang out with auntie becca this weekend!" kids will say "yaaay!!! i hope she cuts my hair and takes us to some exotic island this weekend!"...alright so that might be a bit of a stretch. but it'd be fun. to be free of marriage=free to do whatever you want whenever you want...you're responsible of yourself and no one else =). i can live with the bare minimum and be completely happy with that.
this week is going to FLY by! two finals tomorrow, one on tuesday, and one on thursday and it's el fin! i get to move into mi casa this week and make it MY OWN ROOM! SCORE. well i won't be doing that till the huge rager is over.
my leg hairs are long enough to get waxed!!!! then i will have superbly smooth legs for the first couple weeks of summer- BRILLIANT!
i love music.
Current Mood:  anxious
Current Music: The Shins- Pink Bullets
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June 2nd, 2004
06:37 pm - memorial day weekend
hello. i have this urge to be completely random about my weekend...i'm also avoiding my biology assignment that i kinda really have to do cuz it's due on friday. anyways...this weekend was really chill and fun. i got to get away from life in a-town and kinda got a taste of what my summer's gonna be like =). what will it be like you ask? it will be absolutely FAN-fucking-TASTIC. i spent the weekend at the house with the most spectacular love bots EVER. the weekend actually started on thursday and didn't end till yesterday hehe. thursday, love bots, annie, sebastian, and i watched a movie at the house--we watched Quadrophenia...Sting's in it =) it's this 60's movie aboud a gang of mod scooter riders vs. a gang of motorcycle rockers. mods vs. rockers. it was really good and i recommend it to everyone. we drank mojitos cuz the guys won a bottle of charbay lime vodka from trivia night. ryan and i went to safeway to buy snacks...we got into a slight tiff about whether we should buy triscuits or wheat thins. hehe. we ended up getting both. i was determined to do a little spring cleaning in my new room over the weekend so ryan picked me up friday night =). i brought my stuff over and we just hung about for a while...ryan and i watched another movie about WWII where the british and americans were in the japanese internment camps...it was a really good movie--touching ending (aka becca shed some tears). he tried to warn me, but it was super sad. saturday morning i took the boys to work so i could have the car for the day. after i took em to work i came back and watched "while you were out" on TLC. b dawg came over and actually sat down and watched some of the show with me--impressive. then he left and i was left alone to clean =/. i cleaned ALL DAY! good gravy that room was insanely filthy...i don't think it has EVER been cleaned before. but after i got done with it, it was perfect...almost. a whole lot better than before, that's for sure. i picked the guys up from work but ended up waiting forever for ryan cuz he had a lot of tables and made lots of $$. jeff bought some food from sunshine and we brought it home to cook. (yay, i can call it home!!!). the guys' friend from way back was in town to visit so we only got to record one song and then socialized for the rest of the night. i hung out in ryan's room reading a french-english dictionary...manchot is a one armed man, also a penguin. he and i are going to learn french this summer and watch all our DVDs in french cuz technology allows us to do that nowadays.
ryan and i have planned on doing a lot this summer--we'll have to see how much of it is actually accomplished.
sunday sunday sunday. sunday was boring...jeff jeff and ryan all worked so i was left alone at home for a while. ooo i got to cut knight's hair!! that was fun. i was scared at first but then realized that it was easy. cutting hair on jeff's porch while listening to belle and sebastian with the sun beaming down on you--movie scene =). sunday night we went to dinner with some friends and had a grand time. monday was exciting. knight and i went to san francisco. we hit up haight street: amoeba records + vintage shops=heaven. i got 4 cds and i love them all. we had some thai food for lunch YUMMAY...then hit up some more thrift stores on the way home. we got back to my summer house, i gathered my belongings, then he brought me back to school...
yesterday was awesome...THE SHINS. i think i like them ever MORE after seeing them live! jeff, ryan, annie, and i drove to san francisco to see em. the opening bands were no bueno. i want to see the shins again...they were SO FUN to watch and they're funny too. too bad knight wasn't there...he had a presentation for social work stuff...i heard it went well tho.
the weekend was super fun...i love my love bots that's for sure.
oooo...ryan and i are gonna paint my room RED! at first we said no to red cuz it might drive me crazy...but with a room with the name "cave of wonders" or "fornication station" or "copulation haven"...i think red fits it quite well haha. super stoked out about the summer, but first i need to get thru finals and dead week BAH.
back to the bio.
xoxobecca
Current Mood:  busy
Current Music: Camera Obscura- keep it clean
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May 24th, 2004
12:34 am - chairs BITCH
hail yeah, tonight was awesome. we played for alex's b-day bbq =). tho it was a small show, it was GIGANTIC on the fun factor. sure we messed up a few times but u know what, it was uber exciting anyways. close friends, good food, bright atmosphere, what more could you ask for. i think it's more nerve wracking playing in front of friends than it is playing in front of strangers...ryan concurs. we got through it just fine. we played for probably an hour, but it seemed like 15 minutes! time flies when you're having fun ;). playing live is soooo addicting. i get sooo nervous, but when you're done and you get positive feedback...it just feels sooo good and you want to do it again and again and again. i wore a cute little outfit too =)...it only took me FOREVER and a day to plan that one out j/k.
i want to be a rockstar.
ryan told me that i'm too creative to become a dentist. i think that a lot of times too. kait told me that i should be a cosmetic dentist (or whatever you call those people who make famous ppl look gorgeous). that wouldn't be too bad, after a zillion years of school...i'd make bank. anyways, i have been a little skeptical of my career of choice...i'm a free spirit and dentistry won't QUITE allow that. i want to open up a store and then have multiple stores. ryan and i are going into business together and we're gonna open up a coffeeshop/record store or book store...how amazing would that be! i'm still young, i have plenty of time to figure my life out...why rush?
tonight at bkyle's house, jeff said that the band got lucky when they got me as the keyboardist/vocals. i think it's the other way around and i got lucky by getting them! it's weird to think that if i hadn't decided to be a dentist, and hadn't decided to be "pre-loma linda"...then all of this would have NEVER happened! of course something else would have happened in its place. i want to see how my life would be different if i had taken the other path...where i would be right now. would i have ended up in a different band? would i have ended up a square? only God knows.
sometimes i wish that my parents would be more understanding. i wish they'd be more lenient when it comes to certain things. my parents aren't strict really, but they think that there's only one way to do things and if i don't do it THAT WAY, then i'm gonna be screwed over for life. i think that's why my dad's having trouble letting me stay up here for the summer. it's not something that he's used to, therefore he thinks it shouldn't happen. but isn't life all about taking risks and chances and learning from your own mistakes? i think so. i want to take a risk and live on my own. i want to take a chance and see where the band goes. i want to be able to make my own mistakes and learn from them.
it's getting late and i'm thinking about waking up at 6AM to go running with the cross country kids...trying to get my butt into shape by summer time.
peacelovepurpose
becca
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May 20th, 2004
03:17 pm
i'm gonna be home in less than a month!!! that's so sooon. that means my first year of college will be over...i kinda don't like that feeling. anyways, i miss san diego a lot. i want to be within 15 minutes of everywhere i want to be. i can't do that here, it's depressing.
i haven't called my parents in a while, i think i should get on that =). i also need to get my job goin for the summer. $$ sucks. who needs it anyways!
i can't wait to move into the house. PRIME. i think i can start moving my crap in at the end of this week. the room's already cleared out--ready for my stuff!!! oh wait, the only stuff i have are my clothes.
i need to book a flight home.
peacelovepurpose
xobecca
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May 16th, 2004
09:15 pm - vh1 classics: we are the 80's
i thought this weekend was gonna blow. thursday nights are usually my make plans for the weekend nights and since i didn't, i thought there wouldn't be anything for me to do. i was wrong. hung out with the guys all weekend. we did just about everything this town had to offer. jeff and i went to santa rosa today, not fully realizing that it's sunday, and thinking that every store we wanted to go to would be open. thrift stores are not open on sundays...music stores open late...but record stores are always fun...as are magazine stores. it's a shame that i had a whole 15 bucks on me and the record store didn't accept discover cards. BAH. man i wanted some cds. saturday night we watched some good ol vh1 classics. jeff and i got to know each other a bit better today i'd say. he wanted me to tell him about myself, but for some reason i just couldn't. nothing important came out. i usually don't have too hard a time opening up to good friends. today he told me that i'm part of the family--making me ten times more excited to move in in a couple of weeks...now i'll actually have a place to sleep when i go over there on the weekends. oh and i can also store some of my personal goods there so i can brush my teeth, take a shower, and wear comfy clothes =)...that's important. my hair's becoming such a mess of a mop! i need to go home and get it trimmed and re-shaped or something. i'm not gonna color my hair...i kinda like how it's so dark. people think i dye it black. whatev man! this is au natural. maybe i'll cut my own hair, it's not like i've never done it before. it's fun.
i need to get back to studying--whoopwhoop.
peacelovepurpose
Current Mood:  creative
Current Music: Blonde Redhead-misery is a butterfly
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May 8th, 2004
07:53 pm - i'm happy
a 40
woken up by drunks
late night hippie jam sesh
mixed up
chocolate temptation
watching tv with good people
walking to the brewery
getting tripped 10 times
chased by a guy who wants to pee
looking at stars
cold nights
making summer plans
lunch with the guys
soccer with the guys
pictures
old keyboards
coffee no cream no sugar
soy vanilla latte
jittery
jittery
focus on biology
thinking it's mother's day
angry
not getting your way
i'm young
a walk down main street
too young
figure things out
borrowed sunglasses
looking for a job
getting enough money
on your own
20,24,25...27
life's over
do something great
gimme a beat
drums
at midnight
windows closed
weekend
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May 5th, 2004
04:54 pm
i've decided that i'm REALLY going to crack down on this biology business for my test next tuesday--it's a must--all weekend will be dedicated to bio bio and bio!!! my grade needs to increase by about 10%, and then, ONLY then will i be happy.
this town is so small.
the end
Current Mood: nerdy
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April 28th, 2004
12:51 am - updates are fun.
so this summer (yes i know this is what i've been talking about for the past forever). i've talked to my parents about my summer and what it seems to me is that they are not going to support me at all this summer. i meani have a credit card that they pay for...but if i'm going to live with the guys, i won't be getting any help with rent or anything like that. enter becca's job. yes, i'll be a working chica this summer. it's a good thing for me and being on my own is just what i need. i find it quite exciting =). i'm tired, but i feel like i'm on speed and i can't really go to bed cuz my heart is pounding at a gazillion beats a second.
wednesdays are packed--3 classes and a bio lab with a fatal lab quiz each week. i've died twice, going on my third time tomorrow. stained glass was terrible on monday. i cut myself multiple times and they all hurt. glass hurts. also i broke my glass because i couldn't fit the stupid lead came over ONE PIECE OF GLASS. it's still fun tho. the piece i'm making is basically a night and day scene...there are 4 pieces of clear glass that represent the city...i'm thinking i'm gonna put 4 pictures of i don't know what yet behind those pieces. my allergies REALLY act up at night. i sit in front of my open window to do homework and there are flowers right outside the window and they irritate my nose to NO END!
on thursday i'll be practicing music all day! music is fun. my relationship with the boys is progressing =)...it makes me a happy girl. we're all calling each other more and attempting to make plans to hang out--friendship. it's too bad i'm not 21...and they are over 21. friday, saturday, sunday nights are lost.
i'm getting really tired...time to brush my teeth and wash my face and change for bed.
peacelovepurpose
Current Mood:  content
Current Music: Ben Kweller- in other words
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April 21st, 2004
11:37 pm - summer? summer...summer...
summer plans...that's a tough one. i know i need to stay up here in good ol a-town (or st helena) with the band to continue our musical endeavors. i WANT to stay up here and continue with the musical madness. however, there's a slight road block in the way of me and what i want to do. you see, the parentals are not being completely 100% supportive of this new music career that i've taken up. i don't know what to do. if i stay up here this summer i'll have a job, i'll have a place to stay, and i'll be happy--i just need a car to take me from point A to point B--enter parents. i need THEM to either get me a car, get me a vespa, or somehow transport my old volvo up to me here at school. i think i need a taste of responsibility, and what better time to start than this summer! actually living on my own, paying rent, having a job--if that's not a load of responsibilities i don't know what is...oh yeah AND playing in a band and getting somewhere with that. i've been dedicating so much time to the band and i won't allow myself to simply STOP playing because my parents won't support it! hrmm what else is slightly in the way of me and my summer goals...oh yeah the house that i could be living in will be inhabited by three 24 year old guys this summer...yes, u got that right, it'll be three 24 year old BOYS and little becca. not a problem for me at all because i'm wonderful friends with those guys and i think they're absolutely wonderful! i have so much fun with them and i hang out with them all the time and we play music together =) we all get along, playful banter, and the occassional asshole-ish-ness. the house is also a lot closer to where i will be working (versus driving from school to work). i haven't exactly talked to the parents about this yet...i'm waiting for the right moment...i'd prefer to do this in person, but i won't be going home for a while =/.
well we'll see what happens, i'll for sure keep everyone updated to the best of my abilities. i'm gonna go to bed now.
peacelovepurpose
Current Mood:  cynical
Current Music: Casiotone for the Painfully Alone
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